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Hearts For Bullets

by Ayria

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Samuel tate assassin phenoix Those are the worst delusions I get, think others are my soulmate and That I am evil angel of God. My angel name is Samael? Probably not... best pop music that I have ever heard. Main stream is just a little too happy and upbeat makes me wonder if they are faking being happy.... sorry I scared you on your email. Paranoid schizophrenia is no fun. But this music is fun :) Jennifer Parkin teaches love in her music, it’s scary at first to learn the words needed to find love... don’t get confused Favorite track: Girl On The Floor.
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1.
Bad List 03:55
Somehow it feels. I'm getting more frustrated. With every tongue-tied, wild-eyed, over-rated, Narcissistic, self-absorbed, spawn, of generation bored. Want to see you vulnerable, I am not your equal. Ruling with an iron fist, and you are on my bad list. Routine casualty, Razor sharp beauty queens. Bridges built, bridges burned. You will get what you deserve. What did they do? Made you so awful. Why do you say, the stupid things you do? The ones you've hurt, I hope they hurt you too. The things you've done, will eat away at you. And now I think, I'm done caring. Too many mindless, self-obsessed, over-bearing, Misogynistic, plastic hearts. Can't wait to see you torn apart. You've made this list, you won't be missed. You'll have to learn, some things you don't deserve.
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Insect Calm 04:36
I’m withered inside. I’ve never wanted something so blindly. How does one comprehend dissatisfaction with the unknown. I’ve been bound too long to this confining shell, like a tiny hell that can’t calm this wrestless mind. My blood pulses, fuels desire. I’ve left all behind. These winds have changed and there is no way back. Why can’t you see this all will fall, this microcosm is not eternal. My thirst will not subside. I’d rather face the storm and get ripped open wide. Then my insect eyes will see this wretched world for all it hides. Insect Calm. My limbs are numb. Resistance gone, I’m shedding skin. To feed and breathe in. Insect Calm The fear is gone. Itching and feeling with my new skin Inhale this world in.
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The Gun Song 03:28
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Invisible 04:06
I sit next to you You look the other way You saw me falter for one second of the day Why am I so invisible to you? Sometimes I hate you more than you could ever hate yourself But I love you would do anything for you You don’t even see that I’m in pain Frustration became humiliation Waiting outside for you in the pouring rain What’s left of my self worth you crushed it in your hand Wicked game to torture me because you can You toy with me then pull back We’re never synched in time, we blew that The sad thing I’ve done the same before to someone else I tried so hard to be someone I never was nobody I tried too hard to play this game I never was the winner
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Analog Trash 03:33
I’ve got a secret I’ve been watching you I know you’re damaged But I still want you You’re analog trash When life is digital But I prefer you I think you’re beautiful Pull back realign We are flawed by design Unplug just for fun Stop before we hurt someone Standard Uniform Corporate life has gone too far Excess Commodity I want you just for me This little secret Gives me something to do My new obsession To be like you You’re analog trash When life is digital But I prefer this unreplicatable Come On, It’s not what you think Come On, Just come away with me Come On, There’s so much more to this Come On, That life you will not miss
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Just when I think it’s getting better, I relapse back to this place where the scenery has changed and it’s terrifying. How can I go back, when it’s much too late. Piece by piece, bit by bit, my heart aches and I feel sick. There’s things you say, and things you can’t. Things you threw away and things you want back. The fact that I’ve lost you erases all my sanity. Seriously, how could anyone carry on like this? I’ll never look at things the same because of you. I’ll never get that moment back I shared with you. It only hurts when I remember. I know you’re trying to make it better. Bit by bit, my heart breaks. Your voice repeats and I can’t take it anymore. Don’t compromise, save yourself, I’ll always be here. Don’t say goodbye, I’m not through with you. Don’t compromise. Don’t say goodbye. I’ve tried and tried, my head is full of memories and sleepless nights, an endless cycle. I’ve tried and tried but these thoughts just drag me down. It only hurts when I remember. I know you’re trying to make it better. I can not steer this ship without you. There’s no light guiding me to shore. I’m just left drowning in these nightmares, where will I go? I don’t know. Let it go. Can’t let you go. Let it go.
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Suck It Up 04:11
When I see you there facing your rival To everyone it’s clear you’re in denial And now it’s come to this I thought it never would Now I see you here facing your rival You’re stuck Elimination time pending survival When it comes to pricks you take the title You’ll have to suck it up! Suck it up! Don’t you look at me I’m not your rival Just stop! Faking. You’re faking it. You find yourself in the same situation When will you learn to avoid mutilation You’ve missed again And there’s no telling when you will Recover from this one It’s a big deal You’re dead inside is a minor understatement More like guts scraped on the edge of the pavement Tiny words, tiny thoughts, things that make you fear You play dead but we know that you’re faking it.
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Blue Alice 04:07
I hope I’m dreaming because this can’t be awake I hope I’m dead just for my sake Who knew all this would come from a dirty gun Son of a Bitch who thought he was a cowboy The mad hatter Bashes your face again Look into his eyes to see where evil lives Bullet through window and down the rabbit hole This is one f*cked up fairy tale Hey You! Black and blue Watch out, you’ll end up like Alice Hey You! Black and blue Watch out, don’t end up like Alice You’ll get what’s coming, you and your children The wicked witch has OD’ed on pills again And the Dragon, lights up a cigarette He’s blowing smoke right into your face again It’s off with her head Her snakes are seething The big bad wolf is rabid and teething Bullets through windows and down the rabbit hole This is one f*cked up fairy tale Little Pig little pig put her down Slapped around choked and drown
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Six Seconds 04:34
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My Poison 04:47
You're my drug Twisted lust I can't get up I don't feel sober Burning skin to the touch Leave the shame to your subconscious And the kiss from your mouth Left a taste that pushed me over I think we're crazy in lust I think I'm crazy in love with you We got to stop this Now, now, now Is when I want it Talk's useless and overrated Now we have to try to stop this all from happening It gets inside my head It picks apart my rules It's a game One that I love to lose And it stings And there's fear And it grips me all over I feel pain But I'd die If I can't live this moment I think we're crazy in lust I think I'm crazy in love with you We got to stop this Now, now, now is when I want it Talk's useless and overrated Now we have to try to stop this all from happening Now, now, now is when I want it Talk's useless and overrated Now we have to try to stop this all 'Cause you're my poison Take it all Take my pride I want you now You're my poison Now
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Here's the more press release write up:
AYRIA's 3rd album "Hearts For Bullets" brings 12 hard hitting, tightly written and well produced tracks which still each manage to present a new style and side to the evolving AYRIA sound. "Hearts For Bullets" was produced in Canada by none other than Sebastian R. Komor (ICON OF COIL, ZOMBIE GIRL, BRUDERSCHAFT, etc.) who has added a lot of depth to this release and a polished sound.

AYRIA hits straight and hard with her sonic approach hanging between minimal electro and forceful EBM while never straying from the extremely feminine image of the project. Extravagant, provocative, bitchy and edgy, She finds her target somewhere between NITZER EBB, M.I.A., MISS KITTIN and LADYTRON.

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released September 12, 2008

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Industrial, electro, dance project from Toronto's Jennifer Parkin that combines dark synths and lyrics with in your face dance beats.

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